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| This is such a morbid, unpleasant site. It reminds me of the world really; this world that has gone to pieces; this world that no longer stands upright against immorality, or evil as a whole; this world, man's garbage can.- It's always one issue after another, after another. It never stops, it never will stop.
Everyone has a high degree of tenacity in them. No one can really compromise.- I know I won't, especially not my values. I would never compromise what I believe in. Only the weak do that, in my eyes anyways. But it's one thing to stand up for what you believe in, it's another thing to be mindless and go upon materialistic needs.
I'm just consumed, I guess. Consumed by everything; I don't have the energy for any of it anymore.
Before, even now-sometimes-, I used to wish that time were reversable, for me atleast. Then I realised that would be plainly selfish. Maybe I think too much. But if I were to turn back time because I made a mistakes, then what of those people that didn't make mistakes?- would I be selfish enough to make them go through it all one more time so that i could do things right? Even if God gave me the chance, I probably wouldn't go through with it, I would be too afraid of the negative consequences; too afraid to change or lose what I have now.
Does anyone know where the nearest Mexican Embassy is?..I need to get more inform on my native country, and what better way to do it than by going to the source?-- that and in 40 years ;), the headlines will be saying that "Rodolfo Duriez: Nuevo Presidente de Mexico ha reformado el pais y ha traido esperanza de un futuro bueno"
Oh, you better know it. No kidding. I wonder, if I work out incredibly over the summer if I can join our school's waterpolo team. But I mean, incredibly. I'll see. But for the rest of my life, my concentrations will always be on Mexico, Family, and God.
If I were at Pencey (board school in Catcher in the Rye), guys would be yelling "Digression!" at me for not sticking to the topic.
hahas
[the world sucks] | | |
| Placidly insane.
You see me and I smile  . Inside you know I'm crying  . | | |
| It used to be so much better. | | |
| Cerritos Library is certainly a big place. I started my poetry journals and I am about half way done with it. Half way done with Geography and I am planning on studying for prepatory calculus later on today or at the least for the better half of tomorrow.- There is not any room for mistakes. I have to concentrate on school and actually try my best; I don't want to keep doing what I have been doing for the last few months.
Last week I was asking myself why I don't have time for anything anymore. If I don't do my homework then on what did I spent my time doing all day?- the answer to do that would be nothing. It seems to me that I have too many distractions..lol I feel as if I have ADD. Seriously though, I get home and I sit down to do my homework; I start doing it but then I think of what we are going to do tomorrow, and I think about "oh that time when"--and "haha that was so funny..."- I can't seem to stay on track or just keep my mind on one think once that bell at 2:37 rings. This is something that has been happening since Jaunuary of last year. I might or might not know the exact cause for it but I do know that it is something that just had to stop.
It wasn't just school that I had to deal with. It was many things. I feel that they are things that many, if not all of us, go through; so I definitely don't pity myself or feel any type of sympathy for myself.-- it actually has been more of an animus feeling towards the person that I am. Which is someone I am not.
I understand that we all have trouble and issues with friends, family, school and just the world as a whole.-- My father is a miscreant and a man of false commitment; yet my Grandma and aunts from his side ask of me to forgive him. I will forgive but I wont condone. I doubt anyone can disregard the fact that their father left them a week after birth and never made any real endeavor to get in touch with them.
Mrs. Pflug had an intervention with me on thursday, November 20th. We talked about grades and how low they are. The idea whether I should or should not renounce IB, was even in study. I came to conciliation with her and agreed that I would spend a certain amount of hours either at the school library, the counseling office or the Buena Park library doing my homework and polishing up my grades. I don't know, Mrs. Pflug is a nice person: hopefully all this will help me out.
That is (along with others) my new aspiration: to improve myself as oft and as much possible. In addition, I want to learn french and Italian, to play guitar, and to have read at the least 13 spanish books before the cessation of junior year.
Wish me luck  . | | |
| Hola!
Well, Tommorow is the FIRST Chemistry test of the semester and as Whittsit says this way we wont have zeroes anymore (morelike g's). I cant wait til tommorow afterschool... I get to go have some fun with my friends plus its a threeeeeeeee day weeekend.... It could not get any better than that..
The year seems to be apraching to an end fast.... why wont it go faster....... | | |
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